http://chadblock.ca/2007/01/08/why-the-hesitation/ Personal Blog of Chad Block Fri, 20 Jan 2012 16:19:01 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 http://chadblock.ca/2007/01/08/why-the-hesitation/comment-page-1/#comment-447 Christa Mon, 14 May 2007 15:16:12 +0000 http://chadblock.ca/2007/01/08/why-the-hesitation/#comment-447 Admittedly, this is exactly where I'm at today.  I've been reading through your blogs and thinking how amazing it is that even though it's been so long, I feel connected to you and Janna again.  Even in talking to her on the phone a couple weeks ago, it's like nothing changed regardless of how much life all of us have lived in the meantime. Unfortunately it has taken Facebook and your blog to see that!! I am absolutely living in that place of fear at this moment in time.  I have no idea what God has in store for us, and it really scares me.  Am I really willing to give it up??  Most days are worse than others... most days I wish Marc and I could pick up and just move without a second thought.  We are waiting for our visit to gauge how we feel about the island, yet it's killing me in the meantime!!!  Alot more prayer and <em>listening</em> is needed... Admittedly, this is exactly where I'm at today.  I've been reading through your blogs and thinking how amazing it is that even though it's been so long, I feel connected to you and Janna again.  Even in talking to her on the phone a couple weeks ago, it's like nothing changed regardless of how much life all of us have lived in the meantime. Unfortunately it has taken Facebook and your blog to see that!! I am absolutely living in that place of fear at this moment in time.  I have no idea what God has in store for us, and it really scares me.  Am I really willing to give it up??  Most days are worse than others… most days I wish Marc and I could pick up and just move without a second thought.  We are waiting for our visit to gauge how we feel about the island, yet it's killing me in the meantime!!!  Alot more prayer and listening is needed…

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